Friday, November 6, 2009

Mourning The Loss!




So lately i have been totally morning the loss! The loss of my body. It will never be the same!! I am so done being pregnant, and done getting fat! I dont even look a the scale anymore when we go to the doc. I turn around and say " Dont tell me unless there is a problem." I am SO glad that this baby is healthy and strong and has gone full term but... Yeah sure, I know I can totally loose the weight... But my body will never be the same, my abs will never, my boobs will never, it will never be the same. Everyone keeps saying, "Its ok, It is totally worth it" Well considering we dont have kids yet, I am sorry, but i dont believe you! But i am sure i will in 2 weeks or so... I just dont think my body can stretch anymore!

Less then 20 days! it better be less... Last week I had a couple contraction and we were thinking it was a good sign, but then nothin this week so we will see... The doc said that we are ready, that Dex has dropped and head is in the birth canal, so that is a good sign!


3 comments:

Cynthia said...

i agree with you, you won't know its worth it until he pops out...just don't be a slacker and hit the gym as soon as you can! even though it only looks like you've gained weight in your belly, im sure it feels totally different. i'm dreading losing my body too, and my small boobs, i don't want them to get bigger and saggy! but thats motherhood. let me know if it was all worth it.

Hanson Family said...

I know it is hard and it is true your body will never be the same. I remember the last few weeks of my pregnancies and feeling tired of being pregnant and just wanted the baby to be born. I agree with your friend about going to the gym. Exercise is a wonder drug, it does something to you, it did not give me my pre-pregnancy body back but it made me feel good about my self.

kim&ryan said...

Sheri get over yourself! You will not be thinking about your body in 2 weeks. You will be thinking about your baby and sleep. Don't worry the first one is easy to recover from body wise. I was skinnier after Maddie. It is the second one you have to watch out for but still we have good genes so stop worrying!